Push to Enough

I push and push
Determined to be
Bigger
Stronger
Faster
Better than ever before

I strain and strain
Struggling to overcome
Weakness
Fear
Pain
Numbing my body

I sweat and sweat
Hoping to see a
Thinner
Fitter
Leaner
Version of me

The push, the strain, the sweat
They produce
Physical results
Mental toughness
And a fighting spirit

But inside
I wonder
Is this all there is to me
Pushing and pushing
Is there an end in sight
Is there a sufficient out there
When do I stop

Ever?
Never?
Only when I'm good enough

Good enough
that's the fight
the fight to prove that I am
That I am enough

And the question still looming
Enough for what..